Today I helped my baby brother move to University.
It still feels surreal even typing it out.
I suppose now that he’s almost at the age of 20, I probably shouldn’t be referring to him as a baby, but I have a feeling that even when he’s 60 I’ll be picturing his big blue eyes and chubby cheeks instead of greying hair and wrinkled skin.
I think that’s what made it so difficult to say goodbye to him, because in my head I’m not saying goodbye to my brother who is now essentially an adult with his own independent will and a strength much greater than my own both mentally and physically (I know the latter part comes as no surprise to anyone, it wouldn’t take much to be stronger than the squishy noodles I have for arms), but instead a little boy who needs protecting from the big wide world.